-Friday, December 18, 2009-11:48 PM Y
为什么每次和他们在一起，我就会那么开心？
我就会笑个不停呢？
我真的搞不清楚。
他们都说现在和六年前的我没变，每当我一笑就会笑个不停。
而且是哈哈大笑。
也许我真的没变吧！只是思想变得更成熟。
我喜欢现在的我，那个疯疯癫癫的我，永不变。
对，这才是我，快乐的贺丝。
THURSDAY
talk to mabel ytd.well,reali nice,she said something reali nice."you noe we will always care for you,although we are not physically dere.we will always be here for you".i stil rmb,how she helped me in e past,scaring off guys dat irritate and bully me.jux like my security guard who protects my well-being.indeed,a vy "jiang3 yi4 qi4" friend.
everyone seems to be living a complicated life,to mabel,"dun worry,let nature takes its course!im here for you too,feel free to look for me!"
watched late night movie at j8 for e 1st time!!real cool ya?movie ended at 1145pm,came out,and e shopping mall is closed!wees~2012,a movie i long wanted to watch,and finally ytd after my trip to bangkok!well,i realised e only way to survive if e world is coming to an end,is TO OWN A BIG PLANE!but,dis also depends on e weather.oh no...maybe dere isnt any survival possibilities.
FRIDAY
went to j8 early in e morning wif dion's company..haas.jux wanted to see if dere's anything to buy?walk around and realised girls nowadays do make-up,was vy curious so i ask him a qns:
Me: do you like if ur gf make up?
dion: depends?if e make-up can enhance her looks?
Me: wad if she make up like "panda eyes"?hahahaha!
dion: huh!DEN I WILL MAKE SURE SHE GET A PAIR OF PANDA EYES FROM ME!
Me:wahahahahahahhaahahahahahah!!!dats so funny!!!
went for interview in e afternoon,same thing.nth new.met nk at amk cox he wanted to look for xmas present & met lirong to play VOLLEYBALL!supposed to be basketball but all courts taken up!went all over to look for an empty court,from e court near my blk, to e one under huidan's house, den to e one near cchy and in e end we landed up at bottle tree park!haha!all taken up!watched little kids catch prawns!weihao came to join us in e evening and we chatted at one of e resting place.how nice..havent been socializing wif them for quite long! nk and dion blamed me for not watching "avatar" wif them.haas!no time..
rushed to j8 at night cox there is LATE NIGHT SHOPPING!bought 1 pair of high heels, a shirt and a skirt!
already 1am,dion stil at louis's house.guess wad?2 guys playing monopoly!below is our conversation,read it.its vy funny! just e 2 of them,their craps can make me stay awake!
``am so looking forward to 6A class gth!((: guess y?(:
with loveY
-Wednesday, December 16, 2009-9:50 PM Y
watch one whole set of korean drama today!haha!a rather funny drama i can say!understood quite alot while watching e show,it comforted me quite alot too.it seemed to depict my life and encounter during e last 2 -3 months. guys being flirts and in e end they gain nth,nth at all.maybe i can say,its a drama worth watching esp for guys? so they will understand how girls feel,esp victims. yup,dats all i wna say. sry, i noe not all guys are like these, so i apologise for dat. but most i've encountered are like dat?
haha!dion and louis!!!im pretty on all days,not only today la!hahahahhahha!they are reali cute,they caaled & want me to go back to charcoal to work,cox they will be working dere,so they
'sweet talked" me!haas!hmm, i will consider?cox sis start working as administrator today,she say it's tiring,having to look at com for e whole day.how how how???((:
with loveY
-Monday, December 14, 2009-6:54 PM Y
dion accompanied me to interview at loyang early dis morning!how nice rite?((: bcox its reali too far,an hr plus journey & im nt sure of e place too. e interview was sort of a waste of my time?told e agency it was reali too far,but she insisted dat i should go for interview. waited for abt 20mins for e interviewer,& i know dere wun be any result cox my ans will be a "definite no". walked around tampines mall after dat bfore heading back to khatib.
noon. ate mac and louis came to meet us.head down to raffles place again for another interview cox i missed it e other time. wanted to look for a jacket & louis wanted to buy birthday gift for somebody so we went to city hall,suntec, marina square & 313 at somerset!!! 313 was big?better den e central located at somerset too!hey louis!at least we noe wad to buy for him rite?so today wasnt a waste of our time!!hahas!!& ty for walking around e shopping mall! i noe guys dun realli like(:
yea!e joke for today was by dion. he asked me,"u noe wads ICS???"
my ans was,"hmm.. i dunno??must be something funny!"
indeed it was vy vy vy funny!he den said,"i give you a sentence den u guess k?when u do something wrong, & ur mum found out,wad would u do???"
i replied,"huh..die la?"
"ICS means INSTANT CHUA4 SAI4"!!!!!
wahahahahahaha!!!!so crap rite?so u will roughly noe how i laughed!REALLY VY LOUDLY!!!!=DDDDD
``rejected quite a no. of jobs.cox they are reali too far,like around expo area,ubi,jurong,loyang and so many more.in a dilemma now,should i accept e job at toa payoh?city hall or somerset???ahhh!i hate to reject e agencies' offers.so sry...
with loveY
-Friday, December 04, 2009-9:03 PM Y
a secret, one dat stay wif me for almost 6 yrs. dis secret nvr fail to make me smile whenever i tink of it,it nvr fails to make me happy(: til today,i stil rmb every single moment,every little action he does for me,even for e simplest thing. i, stil rmb(:
也许他是第一个，也是唯一一个，我亲自喜欢的人。
在我的人生中，有两个过客，
也许是我先接受了他们，然后才慢慢对他培养感情。
对，这种不叫爱情。
对于这六年前的朋友，也许那时我们还小，
所以我不敢去面对爱情。因为我不懂什么是爱。
当你用那特别追求女孩的方法告诉我，当时的我真的非常高兴，
因为我没想到你喜欢的人会是我。
当时的你，非常受欢迎。
我好想好想告诉你我对你的感觉，但那时的情况我无法说。
因为妹妹就在我身旁。
你对我说的最后一句话，我始终听不清楚。
也许是上天安排好的吧！
直到今天，我想起了还是一样开心。
是因为你我才能克服这一切的困难，委屈。
但，已经过了六年了，感情始终会变。
说真的，如今我还是常常梦见他。
i have no idea why i wrote dis,but i dun wish to keep it to myself anymore(: jux wan to share it wif u guys,dere's actually a person whom is always dere to keep me gg.someone whom i dun need his presence,jux merely e thought of him will make my anxious heart calm down. didnt tell anyone abt dis secret ever in my life,except one person,dion.(dun mistaken,e person im talking abt isnt dion(: ) i noe its unfair to those 2,yes vy sry indeed. stil,i dun hope for anything to happen btw us,jux wna stay as gd friends(: its better like dis.
``wun be in spore for e next 5 days,til 10dec.meanwhile,take care ppl!!
with loveY
-Thursday, December 03, 2009-9:16 PM Y
back! talk to siao wei last week and realise i've neglected dis one of my closest senior. the 1st thing she asked me was," y nw den call me?so long nvr hear from you le leh!" yes indeed,we havent been in touch for abt a yr. stil rmb how close sw,yunqi and me were during sec days, eating mac almost after all trainings,gg hm after vb tgt..seriously, i miss those gd days.
yes,met up wif her and yunqi today!went bugis!dunno y when i go out wif them,it seems dat dere's alot to shop??so diff from e past when nth seems interesting.yup,walked around,shopping for x'mas gift.YES!SW IS A VY FICKLE-MINDED PERSON!hahahahha!oops!she's gonna kill me if she sees dis. suggested so many diff types of gift to buy dat is within her budget,but she jux couldnt make up her mind!so in e end,she bought 1 necklace and 2 watches!hahas! alright,at least she bought something ya? ate nydc for lunch,erm..dis is my 1st and my last time eating dere.its ex and e food dere isnt vy nice.maybe nt nice at all? e best thing for today was STEAMBOAT for dinner!yes,bugis is known for steamboat? crab,prawns,sotongs,abalone,fish,clams,pork liver,and so on!!!
ahhhh!suddenly i miss angela's batch seniors!reali,all of them!didnt had dis feeling for a vy long time!guilty,yes i felt guilty,for neglecting all these reali gd friends of mine((:
``saw a sunglass today!i wan it!!!buy for me!hahahs!!=D
with loveY
